"Some women are lost in the fire. Some women are built from it."
Print this. Put it on your fridge. Choose which Chris Pratt you want to have as an inspiration and act accordingly. There’s no wrong choice here.
STILL can’t decide which I’d rather have
This is the dress pattern I’ve got for my Azura cosplay (the bottom blue sketch is how it will look) and the fabric.
I wanted it to look floaty and like an authentic dress fit for a goddess. It’ll be a shiny sea-greenish-grey with an overlay of a beautiful dark teal. They look glorious together (Y)
So excited for this, I want to look so good that people want pictures even if they don’t know who I am :P
Great so Goule found me crying like an idiot in my room.
I got upset because I don’t understand why it matters to me. I shouldn’t care what size I am. I shouldnt feel like it defines me as a human being. But stupidly it does and that’s a load of shit.
Anyway I asked if we can have more veg and salad and healthy food. Its sad but I love vegetables and salad. I’ve been feeling crap since I came home and I think its because my diet hasn’t been what I wanted. I’m 16st 9 today. Thats a load of balls.
I’m sick of eating crap and I’m sick of not fitting into the clothes I like. I will be a comfortable size 14. Its happening. Starts now.
Oh I am so sick of being so incredibly fat
I think about my body ALL THE TIME
How I’m sitting, how other people see me, how my clothes all look crap. How dissapointed I was after losing the weight to get into my dress for the wedding, only to then look shit in pictures. Everyone else says I looked great but I wasn’t happy.
I’ve never been happy with my body or my appearance. And it sucks that the only times I like it now is when im looking at old pictures from when I was thinner. And even back then I wasn’t happy with it.
Eugh I’m just so dissapointed with myself.